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once he heard the slamming of the car door, and the decrescendo of the car engine, he was sure he would never feel hurt like this again. he didnt care. the argument was promptly finished with a resounding slap echoing through the house. which was definitely way to fast. 6. henry. 95 guests liam scoffed, taking a large step towards alex, you know thats not true. yeah yeah as soon as she got there she went off on a tangent about how horrible her day was. tip: lex m/m (mature OR explicit), 1. ellen and oscar i guess im just worried, but im sorry. all he wanted was for it to be a good day, he would have taken a decent day at best, but all he got was horrible. or as well as they could work. the hushed shouts were not as quiet as they thought they were. missing him was dark gray all alone she sat down across from him, a smile plastered across her face. mindlessly, he ran his hands up and down on his bare arms where junes hands were just. left kudos on this work! as well as june and alex get in a fight. Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song. he watched with pride in his eyes and his boyfriend moved across the stage, taking his diploma, and doing a dramatic gesture of pumping his fists in the air. why would it be your fault? contrary to what alex thought hed see, henry did not look angry or upset, but more supportive than ever. it was his last first day of high school and it was so important to him. i messed everything up, and now youre mad at me. alex mumbled the chant of stupid, stupid, stupid as he stumbled through the doors of the brownstone. i would have never wanted you to feel like this. you cannot possibly be getting upset over this! okay, we always talk about you, and its always about your problems. he stuck the side of his head close to the bars on the stair railing trying to listen in. it is super unlikely that the people in alexs life did not hug him on a regular basis, but im a sucker for angst so. hes assuming he said something because thats what henry did. You know he's an all or nothing kind of guy." "I.. its not that i think you dont love me, you know i would do anything for you. alex looked up through his eyelashes, his eyes wet and shiny. she was blabbing on about getting his number, or a date, or something? alex melted into the kiss for a moment, pulling away when henry did. driving a new masareti down a dead end street no. it was uncomfortable and left an uneasy feeling in alexs stomach. tommy skateboarded, played the guitar and drums, and was way to occupied being the cool kid on campus to worry about his studies. he made a brief list in his mind. once he heard the slamming of the car door, and the decrescendo of the car engine, he was sure he would never feel hurt like this again. fighting with him was like im not mad, i was just saying i didnt appreciate how you were flirting with that girl basically the entire night, he argued back. in all honesty, alex didnt want to do what tommy wanted from him, but he didnt want tommy to be mad at him. when he finally got a moment alone with liam in his room, he pushed liam off of him in the middle of their kiss, and crossed his arms around himself. loving him was like im not the best with love either, i was raised in a loveless household. Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down a dead end street, Faster than the wind, passionate as sin, ending so suddenly, Losing him was blue, like id never known, Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you, Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes, And thats why hes spinning around in my head, Cause loving him was like driving a new Maserati down a dead end street. what? losing him was blue like i've never known missing him was dark gray all alone forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met but loving him was red loving him was red touching him was like realizing all you've ever wanted was right there in front of you memorizing him was like easy as knowing all the words to your own favorite . just talk to me.. tommy simply just stared at alex. Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in font of you. Chorus A E Losing him was blue like I d never known B Missing him was dark grey all alone A C#m B Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met A C#m B Cause loving him was red yeah yeah red A C#m B We're burning red A C#m And that's why he's spinning round in my head B Comes back to me burning red . it had only been 2 weeks since alexs first boyfriend broke up with him and he already moved on from him to some cheerleader, flaunting her around school like some sort of trophy. The original title of the song is Red. he attempted to pull alex into a hug but alex simply just pulled himself away. she didnt stop. she sat down across from him, a smile plastered across her face. left kudos on this work! wishing you never found out love could be that strong his love's like and besides, i said i was sorry, what more could you want from me. alexs heart wholly broke. he couldnt tell henry. youre right, im sorry. ill come by tomorrow to pick up the rest of my bags later. when alex moved to open the door he was fully pulled back, almost landing on his butt. 3. nora nora doesnt let him talk about it. he sat down in the media center during his free period, taking out the calculus homework he was just assigned the period before. trying to know somebody you've never met but moving on from him is impossible im so sorry. Losing him was blue like I'd never known. i pushed them off but i still feel gross, but its all my fault.. youve been doing such big things and i understand its going to take up some more time. alex refused to believe nora really thought this. oh, love, he mumbled, immediately pushing himself up and moving towards alex. he glanced around at everyone standing by them and thankfully, him and liam had gone unnoticed by liams parents, but alex knew he had to be more careful. he ignored the scolding coming from his mom about how he should be in bed. he pulled them up over his head, covering his ears, letting out soft sobs into the silent air. Regretting him was like wishing you never found out love could be that strong. henrys eyes shot up, the happiness in them quickly replaced with worry once he saw alexs drooped frame. if alex didnt feel the pleasure he felt he should have in this moment, he doesnt tell anyone. its alexs and liams graduation. no. after that the rest of the names called went by relatively fast. tip: hetalia f/f sort:kudos, 5 times alex was rejected the touch he needed+ 1 time henry gave it to him. 95 guests because if so, yes alex. Rica_1, GAYzinha, noirink, starryjjk, diealone, WitchLeona, BlazingPenicls, Weedy, Linctavies, Bibi_J, Bme2018, pjoandmarvel, Mar_imar3, m00ns0ng, mihmih, Cro_wns_grz, L_ax, Queenbeea, arseniccoffeecups, allftg, Fraise_et_citron, Dreaming_realities, t_eokii, josieisntit, Nonbinary_simp, Avacados19, CricketCat, yesits2am, HarleighJean1822, AtrociousRhythm, Goddexxx, recordender, swimmerwimmer, missreader, ClayNotFound52, Gazing_at_stardust, Alex_the_alien77, HeartStopperxCheckPleasexRWRB, piiinson, Sjmoon, jak_tynatozni, AlRe, steelrosealchemist, TacoBellBanjo, allezallezaudray, olivia_grace2003, 24_oz, underoosstark, grey17, Itsthemaze, and 151 more users congrats alex, proud of you bro, liam responded, pulling alex into some sort of frat bro hug. Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with. "i know. he then allowed tommy to drag him to the bedroom and allowed tommy to take him. his expression was empty as he stared ahead, his body curling in on itself on instinct. Touching him was like, realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you. sure henry hugs him on a daily, and he holds alex when theyre sleeping, but its never like this. alex stayed with tommy for another full 2 months before june forced alex to break up with him after hearing one of their fights during holiday break. just as quickly as he got there, he felt himself get pulled off, falling to the ground. i just dont think i can do this anymore liam- i love you so much, but its so hard. it was 10:47. way past the time he should've been in bed and asleep, but through the hushed shouts coming from the kitchen and june's sobs next door, sleep just seemed impossible to him. i guess im just worried, but im sorry. did anyone notice all my titles being taylor songs?! she was blabbing on about getting his number, or a date, or something? ill do it for you.. sweetheart, where is this coming from? henry urged. it was uncomfortable and left an uneasy feeling in alexs stomach. i am really enjoying writing this. he immediately leapt off the stage, pushing his way through the crowds of people, taking as large of steps as he could to make it over there. you did not deserve this, at all. 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[Verse 1: Ally & Normani]Loving him is like driving a new MaseratiDown a dead-end streetFaster than the wind, passionate as sinEnding so suddenlyLoving him is like trying to change your mindOnce youre already flying through the free fallLike the colors in autumn, so brightJust before they lose it all, [Chorus: All & Lauren]Losing him was blue like Id never knownMissing him was dark grey, all aloneForgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never metBut loving him was red, red, redBut loving him was red, red, redBut loving him was red, red, red, red, red, red, [Verse 2: Camila & Dinah]Touching him was like realizing all you ever wantedWas right there in front of youMemorizing him was as easy as knowingAll the words to your old favorite songFighting with him was like trying to solve a crosswordAnd realizing theres no right answerRegretting him was like wishing you never found outThat love could be that strong, [Chorus: All & Lauren]Losing him was blue like Id never knownMissing him was dark grey, all aloneForgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never metBut loving him was red, red, redBut loving him was red, red, redOohhh burning red, red, red, red, red, red, [Bridge: Camila & [Normani] & (Lauren) & Dinah & {Ally} & All]Remembering him comes in flashbacks {flashbacks} [and echoes](Tell myself its time now) time now, gotta let go{But moving on from} him is impossibleWhen I still see it all in {my head}, [Chorus: Lauren & All & (Ally)]Losing him was blue like Id never knownMissing him was dark grey, all aloneForgetting him was like trying to know somebody (you never met)But loving him was red, red, red (was red)But loving him was red, red, red (was red)But loving him was red, red, red, red, red, red (red red), [Outro: Ally & All]Loving him is like driving a new MaseratiDown a dead-end street. Please consider turning it on! Report illegal content. being bibeing who i am- its so important to me and who i am, and by hiding who im with, it feels like im losing that part of me, he took a deep breath, tears threatening to fall from his eyes, and i just cant do it anymore. sorry yeah actually- im saving it for a friend, he mumbled, looking back down at the table. he held alex. forever, henry confirmed, and always., READ THIS LISTENING TO LOOK AFTER YOU - THE FRAY!!! alex met tommy his first year at college at a bar. A C#m B Burning it was red! burning red it was a rather warm fall day, and alex had just gotten back from what felt like the longest day ever. he let a few of his tears fall, abruptly looking away, violently wiping at his eyes. im so sorry, i dont mean to make you feel bad. left kudos on this work! where he made new friends, and he only got minimal amounts of homework compared to june, and he could stay up until 9 oclock watching television. sweetheart, where is this coming from? henry urged. tip: austen words:10000-50000 sort:title. 95 guests when ellen and oscars fights first started, alex was still so young. we arent exclusive, or dating. he let the feeling of grief overtake him until he was able to push himself up and onto his bed. alex slowly nodded before he felt henrys soft lips against him. he pushed himself up off the ground and tried to hug his mom, but he was simply just shoved at least a foot away. We bring you the songs Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Chords sung by Taylor Swift. he let a few of his tears fall, abruptly looking away, violently wiping at his eyes. his head hurt, and all he really wanted to do was go to sleep. and i got scared because im selfish, and a horrible person who lets horrible things happen to them and soon- soon youre gonna realize all of this and leave me and im gonna end up just like my parents. henry- i thinki think we should get a divorce. alex really really did not know where these words were coming from. he jumped into liams arms, virtually knocking him over, WE DID IT! he practically melted into the couch, making himself look smaller than he actually was. i just dont think i can do this anymore liam- i love you so much, but its so hard. it was 10:47. way past the time he shouldve been in bed and asleep, but through the hushed shouts coming from the kitchen and junes sobs next door, sleep just seemed impossible to him. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Lyrics Forsongs808 20 subscribers Subscribe 661 45K views 5 years ago Song:Unknown Show. but then the tears never came. you were not asking for it. "i love you so bloody much it hurts. Losing him was blue like I've never known Missing him was dark grey all alone Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met But loving him was red Yeah red Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song thatsamebarista throwing herself at him from across the table. forgetting him was like it was far too hot to be completely covered with a graduation gown but who was he to complain, on such an important day in his life. you did not consent for it. he wasnt sure if he was being honest. alex took one look in henrys bottomless blue eyes before collapsing into the nearest chair, cries bubbling out of him. I KNOW, his shout promptly cutting her sentence off, I KNOW IT WAS SELFISH, IM JUST SO FUCKING SELFISH RIGHT? we arent exclusive, or dating. okay? all alex could do in response was nod as he slowly lowered himself down to the floor until he was sitting. he moves towards alex, putting his hands around alexs bicep. believe it or not, i dont spend all my time around you just because i feel bad for you, he mumbles, his tone suggesting in a way that he doesonly hang around alex because he feels bad for him. as well as alex felt his body almost sag in relief, melting into henrys embrace. im sorry for being selfish, and sensitive, and im sorry, but i think you should go home, he mumbled, his tone so high it could be mistaken as a whimper. "you were not asking for it. Touching him was like realizing.. - YouTube 0:00 / 0:08 Touching him was like realizing.. he swiftly moved passed henry when he opened the door, his brain moving 100 miles per hour. he couldnt get the image of previous events out of his mind. Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz & June Claremont-Diaz, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Original Male Character(s), Alex Claremont-Diaz Loves Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Loves Alex Claremont-Diaz, Married Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor. okay, we always talk about you, and its always about your problems. Memes | Lyrics | TikTok Trends | Instagram Filters. Memorizing him was as easy as knowing. touching him (was like realizing all you've ever wanted was right there in front of you) camrynkenobi. sorry yeah actually- im saving it for a friend, he mumbled, looking back down at the table. noNO, he took both his parents by surprise with his shout, but when neither of them spoke he continued. he pulled them up over his head, covering his ears, letting out soft sobs into the silent air. she continued to kiss him, despite the unrequited attention. dont. faster than the wind passionate he never meant to get so angry. he immediately pushed his arms to wrap around himself, letting his tears fall freely, sobs shaking his shoulders against the couch. alex glanced at the dinner now abandoned, now cold, sitting on the table, i ruined your plans for tonight, he croaked, looking up at henry with wet eyes. go to sleep alex.. i pushed them off but i still feel gross, but its all my fault.. im sorry.. the moment we have all been waiting for. being bibeing who i am- it's so important to me and who i am, and by hiding who i'm with, it feels like i'm losing that part of me," he took a deep breath, tears threatening to fall from his eyes, "and i just can . Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer Regretting him was like wishing you never found out love could be that strong i love you sweetheart, he smiled, but quickly turned to a frown when tommy pulled away from his touch, let me show you, please. it all happened too fast for him to catch up, all he knew was he mumbled out a stop against her lips. alex took one look in henrys bottomless blue eyes before collapsing into the nearest chair, cries bubbling out of him. it really wasnt a big deal it just kinda put me in a bad mood. one second he was thinking about the barista, and then the next moment he was thinking about how henry would hate him for it. he couldnt tell henry. he took off running up the stairs, passed june, straight into his room, diving under the covers. and if you possibly think, in any world, that this would make me stop loving youthat i could ever stop loving you at all, then you are sorely mistaken," henry smiled, pulling alex into his arms. she continued to kiss him, despite the unrequited attention. henry was sure he would do anything for this man. liam i know how hard it is for you- really. missing him was dark gray all alone driving a new masareti down a dead end street, T-Swizzle Lyrics provided by SongLyrics.com. the harsh words that left his parents mouths almost made him want to cry. comes back to me burning red the moment we have all been waiting for. 4. liam what hes missed goes all the way back to when he was too young to even think for himself. you cannot possibly think that thats true, because youre so so important to me. liam reached his arm out to try and grab alexs shoulder but he abruptly thrust his body backward, practically falling on his back. 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